I want to be a strong focuser; doing what feels good in order to align with source-energy. What is stopping me in this process is that I'm afraid to be left alone, afraid to leave people behind. This fear distracts me often and makes my actions impulsively. In that I lose my connection and I lose the peace in myself. Pleasing others because I'm afraid is actually pleasing my ego instead of others! I want to enjoy and rely on my connection so that the fear of being left alone can vaporize.