My focus will be TRUST. This is what will be known, when I stop trying to understand and try to be prepared. I wish trust to be strong for everyone, like a warm and strong light for the whole realm where fear is potentially dominating.
Lately I notice that something in me (...) is just refusing to do the things I used to do. Things I probably did in order to get a grip on 'my life' in the rabbit hole.
Although it scares me when I oversee my new behaviour in the ego-way like: I will get punished when I don't do this and that. Now when I write this I come to feel that it is the right thing to stop these kind of activities. I can thank my stubborn self that just takes over;)